Its been so long since I update my blog. Feel like its bring abandon XD And yeah, got to collage, real fun and many assignment, but I finished everything :D Will post up the latest assignment here if possible. I hadn't update my artwork == Sorry about it guys. Wanted to start working, but hadn't have the time. So yeah ...
Here are my new art work. If anyone is interested in my old artwork, feel free to view the artwork page on the left. It's more on feature artwork. Thanks :D I will start to update my new artwork from now on wards.
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Yes, If anyone had notice, I deleted some of my old post because its lame and old ... real old. And its so frigging long that I hadn't touch my blooger since ... 2 years ago XD And I'm back, but I don't think it will be frequent since I hardly go out and stays at home. There's nothing to write about, but yeah! Comic Fiesta is near and I'm sure I can't post up some awesome stuff :D And Um, Will post up some of my new art :D
I loved you once
Hated you once
Why?
Always waiting for you
But you never come
Once done
No chance
Waited for your song
But you never sing
Even though you did
But it's not for me
How sad
How painful
Regret for loving you
And can't forget the pain
Feel awful
Feel dreadful
I really
Regret loving you
Met new guy
Not really great
But so close
On Favouring him
Too close to
being tempted
by remembering
the awful love
Past few years
I given up
Not to life
But to future
Getting stronger
Getting weaker
Tried to cry
But no tears flow
But ....
Just the day
When I was going to
Hurt myself for favouring a new person
Something happen
He went back on stage
To sing a song
But this time
It's different
How different?
I wonder ....
When he sing
I remembered
The song which I was waiting for
The sound that I was praying for
For the past few year
I remembered
The day my 1st love
The day I prayed
The day for him
The day I believed
But ....
I still remember
The day I felt guilty
The day I was ashamed
Of loving you
Of favouring you
I regretted
I regretted really badly
For praying for you so much
That I gain nothing back
Seeing you ignoring me
Like I'm a non existed human
Keeping that secret
Really destroyed my heart
But one thing ...
One thing ...
I never hated you
Nor I disliked you
I treated you
As a non living thing too
For how you have done to me
And now
From remembering
All I have done to you
And the song that I have waited
For you to sing
For so long
Had finally return
But ... God said
Forgive and forget
I have forgiven you for everything
Even though you hadn't said sorry
Because you do not know
And you do not wish to
But I hadn't forget
Everything single thing you did
I don't know if it me
Or you
Or us
Or the others
But one thing I'm sure
I may not love you anymore
I'm sure of it
Even though this makes me more regretful
For forgetting the every dream I dream
About you
Which is so wonderful
Until we know each other again
Or we meet again
To love
Or to be loved
To hate
Or to be Hate
But for one thing I know
I will not love you back
Even if I have to kill myself
Until God says so to me
To accept you back
To my heart
For which I know it will
Not happend
End
Writer comment:
And that is me! Haha, finally finish a poem. I think this was one of my greatest poem. I'm not sure if you call this a "Poem" , but Oh well~ Still I think that this is cool. But don't ask why I made this kind of poem like : why is it so emo or was this your life or who is person who describe of this poem or whatever. I can't reply such message. Not that I don't want to, But is I dunno how to.
Okay, and when I re-read this whole thing again, I feel like making a story, which will be based on a girl, liking a boy. But the boy never like her. One day, some girl know that she like him by stealing her diary and tried to prank her by making a love letter to the boy. The boy read it and he return the letter to the girl. The girl was innocent, but she did not know what to do and just to forget about it, because he was her secret admire after all. Sad for that girl, she never get to talk with the boy or play with the boy, because of shyness that kept her away. The girl wanted to confessed that she did not do it. But he did not listen to her and went away. The girl had really lost her hope. Then when the boys was going back to the class, he accident bang the (bad)girl and her bag flew all over. He then saw a diary that he saw the girl was writing before when she was in class and his photo flew out. He took it and ask about the (bad) girl about it. She said it was just a prank for fun. He then slap the (bad) girl and say "Don't invade people's privacy" and walk away. When he was going to return, he saw the girl waiting outside. He returned her diary and tell her to keep it with her all the time and walk away.She ask if he had read it, but he din't and only took his photo back. She return and wrote her diary. The next day, the boy saw the girl, but ignore her like he always do. After school the girl was walking home where the boy who is going to return home from school was preparing to return. When he was going to step out the school, it showed that the girl was being hit by a fast speed car. The boy the got a sudden heart pain and was screaming. His friend saw it and he was send to the hospital. The doctor said that he nearly got a heart attack but it's not something that is serious compared to the victim who was send in just now. He ask what happend and the doctor reply that the girl was killed in a car accident. He got a nerve chill after hearing that. The next day, during the assembly, the principle said that one of our school girl had died in a car crash accident. The boys heart started to beat. She is a very good and kind girl. His heart beat faster. Her name was --- and she is in class --- (which is the girl who the same class with the boy) We have found one of her diary and we would want to share it with everyone. We hope that everyone would give their prayers when reading her diary and with some kind donation to her family. The speech end. The boy was stunned and tear came out of his eye. He din't know why, but his tear could not stop flowing and went to the nurse office. Later that he went to the diary which is displayed outside of the hall. He flip though and read her diary. And in the last part, where it wrote the poems. He started to feel guilty. He then took the diary away and never came back to school the next day. What happen ?
Story comment:
I though of this story when I was writing the poem in the same time, making my brain going a little faster with some work. And it turn out nice, but sad. == I don't like writing a sad story, but I'll try to write just this once. But I have to finish my Lollipop Love manga, which I draw for a friend that I know in DeviantArt.
Well, hope I do good in everything.
Fu fu, PMR Over. So happy and i dint study and it was so hard that I can fail. ( gaze to space )
Now I nothing to do so work work lo, find some part time. ^^ My part time? Very easy job. Juz need to stay at home and type files into laptop. Haha, so easy until I have no time to play game..... Noooo!!!! Harvast Moon!! Rune factory !!!! Pokemon!!! Digimon !! Nitendogs !!! Nooo!
so many file work arrr .... so ma fan, but I willing to do because i want to do and want to earn money. I wanna buy copic marker. Copic marker ...... veli expensive ......
